
Torn Pages & Spilled Ink
Just Another Drifting Scholar
“The world is a book and those who do not travel read only one page—-”
Ethan . He/Him . GMT+10
Background
Unlike most prideful Duskwight's who resorted to living in caverns, Ethan had sought for something more than to sit and preserve their dying heritage. He did not wish to hold on to such a bitter past as it was simply a lifestyle he didn't wish to continue.Despite the bad reputation this race has grown to have, he took no mind to the looks or head shakes of those whom he passed. Instead he focused his time and most his energy to travels, occasionally writing and collecting knowledge for no one other than himself (after all he was so used to solitude.) Starting out, he generally preferred to avoid being in the presence of others unless it was strictly required.


That would later change as he grew an interest in arcane magics and the summons that came with it. He found himself favoring Scholars, and took the opportunity to practice with them where possible.
He became quite a studious and well practiced medic along side his skills of being a well trained hunter capable of using both the bow and later in his travels, the gunblade. Occasionally he would experiment with music, as the nomadic lifestyle he had made from himself often lead to moments of solitude and provided some form of stimulation. He generally took pride in his skills but was generally one to avoid drawing any form of attention to himself and instead focused in learning more and improving himself.
These days the Elezen himself appears as always quiet and composed, however his youth could be seen as somewhat reckless (a regretful reflection at times), due to the consequences of some actions as he began to take on rather large ambitions. During some point during his travels he met an Auri monk. The two, despite being almost polar opposites when it came to their mindsets and personality, grew to find comfort in each others company and continued to adventure together while their goals aligned. An insistence to follow the same path and not separate.
For Ethan, it was the first time that he finally felt that he'd found a close companion. Dæn had grown to feel the same way. As time passed and their friendship grew, they chose to swear to one another that they would consider themselves as brothers. There was comfort to be found in one another's presence and voices, instead of the dead silence and solitude that Ethan was so used to.But like most good things, it had come to an end. His own need for adventure and studies and Daen's own personal agendas had caused the two to drift apart in their roads. Initially the parting of one another felt rather unfavorable however, they both had promised to still call upon each other if ever they need via link contacts.

As his journey continued, the Scholar eventually found himself catching up with his brother by chance; happy for him to learn that he is rather busy these days due to his own obligations but is still well off. He overlooked the explainable hollow feeling created by such news. Instead focused his own thirst for adventuring, which still remains strong and he continues to search in hopes of gaining further exposure and experience that would, maybe one day, fulfill his own desires.Ultimately Ethan hopes that these adventures will bring him one step closer to understanding the world and what part individuals have to play. In doing so he also wished for it to solidify his own understanding of existence and what is required for someone to build a sense of belonging to somewhere or someone.
Profile
Name: EthanGuardian: Nymeia, the SpinnerNameday: 21st Sun of the 5th Umbral MoonAge: 37Race: Elezen - DuskwightRelationship status: SingleOrientation: HeterosexualCombat styles: Scholar (Primary), Gunbreaker, BardAlignment: True NeutralPersonality: Ethan's lack of interaction in his upbringing and his growing wanderlust has left him with an open mind despite being timid in nature.A general curiosity to learn more about the different cultures and traditions within the different races drives his actions, and as such tends to have a high level of patience when interacting with others.He will tend to talk and treat others rather formally at first and overtime may attempt to weave in his own bit of charm. Unless he has a specific reason to do so, initiating in conversation with others may be occasionally difficult and depend on his level of curiosity.It's important to note that, although he is orientated as heterosexual, he is generally rather aloof from such desires as they aren't in the forefront of his mind; His view of such interactions being focused on their biological nature rather than romantic. However that doesn't mean someone, with persistence over time, couldn't influence him and cause that mindset to change.Hobbies: Reading/Studying, Writing, Combat/Class training and observation.Likes: Adventure, meeting/ learning about new people, observing other's behavior, learning from the experience of others.Dislikes: Brutality, rude behavior, prejudice and bringing too much attention to himself.
Bonds
Due to his solitude nature, Ethan often comes across various peoples in his travels but also tends to find it hard to stay connected. His most common interactions will be shown below:
Out of Character
Hello there. Thanks for taking the time to go through my Carrd for Ethan.I'm an Australian player (GMT +10) and my main is on the Materia DC. I'm also maintaining a Crystal DC alt as Ethan to see people or visit venues.Ethan has a field medic and defending like background. I am aiming to be rather flexible when it comes to RP themes / hooks; having him RP in align with your particular themes(s) or hook(s) is encouraged. Whether it is for his intellect, proficiency as a healer or simply seeking protection of some degree. More so as an act of broadening of his experiences in pursuit of understanding/knowledge. In saying that, I am happy to contribute to the themes and hooks where desired.Just to be clear, I'm in my 30s and taken IRL; the usual In Character =/= Out of Character applies. I'd also prefer that those who engage in RP with me are also over the age of 18.If you're interested in RPing with me then you're always welcome to send me a message.
(Ironic coming from someone who is never good at asking... I know)As for my style I generally try to mirror; short or long is fine with me. I am always reflecting on my writing style; please speak up if there is anything you'd like to see more of.Also just note that I currently don't use mare or any form of mods in game; pictures present in this Carrd that could infer this were not taken by me.Finally, just as a general thing, you're always welcome to approach me out of character as well. Especially if you're wanting or just really needing someone to speak with. Life can be rather suffocating at times and I will gladly lend an ear or talk about how our respective days are going.